Okay, first of all, i am sorry my fellow readers if you're as lifeless as me to check, even if i am super busy, the blogs i follow and you realise that: "NOOO!! Esther still hasn't updated her blog. she ****ing liar". Well, pardon me. (i actually don't know if anyone still read my blog)
Honestly, i have been BEEEEE-SAAAAYYYYY. As y'all know, i had reports after reports, and after all that is done, i had to start preparing for bio exam which require my full attention the whole 3-5 days before the exam. So in the end, that paper wasn't that bad. Thank god. Next papers will be on the 21st for biochem and 25th for chemistry. Wish me luck. :)
Back to the point here, i have been told, that i need to *the exact words* "learn to be a lady". It really ticks me off sooo frigging muchh. I had to spend almost 2 hours on Sudoku while singing out loud to calm myself down. Seriously, how else more can you insult a girl? -.- And if you think you saying it with a smile make everything less hurtful? Well, guess what? You can never be more wrong. GAHHHHHH.
But come to think of it, i do like wearing pants more than skirt *they're more practical in every level*, i put on make up and wear heels only when i feel im ugly *again, where is the practicality of wearing killer high heels and hurt myself?* i LOL all the time *since young, we've been taught, if you're happy and you know it, laugh out loud, NO?* , i sing to myself lots *Mom name me sheng xi aka happy holy for a reason, i am a happy kid and happy people sings*, i am loud *i'm a born hakka! don't blame me for my heritage* etc etc. Yes, basically, i am not very gentle.. probably.. But who came up with the rules, if you have a pair in the front you gotta be gentler? I want to be myself and comfortable being myself. Who are you to tell me what i'm suppose to be? So please, if you're going to tell people what to do and how to live their life, think about this few things before you do.
1. Are you my mom?
2. Are you my dad?
3. Are you blameless to be able to judge?
4. Are you like Paul? To be able to stand in a position to judge those around you? As if you're living a sin-less life yourself?
That being said, i guess i should too be more careful when i pull out the vacuum tube from the wall next time, IT WAS AN ACCIDENT DAMMIT and its not even broken. It just made a loud thud thats it! Please, ifyewanfun2foomovefoofoutfout. :( But we all know its not possible.
Nice? If you forgot this is how i look.
Last picture always ends with the cutest picture and in this week cutest person champion is again my niece! :D this is kaelyn.
hey i know that this is the last person or maybe the first person u expect to post here but let me say about the dress if u dont mind me.
ReplyDeletejust forget about it ignore that person. dress how u want and what u want the decision is not up to that person its up to you. i know how u feel when you hear the phrase learn to be a lady cause my sister is also facing it from my mum and i am also facing that my mum keeps on telling me that i have to remind my sister that she has to dress up like a lady and guess what i told my mum y dont u leave here alone and let her do what she wants and how she wants to dress up.
one more thing chill esther and please chill after reading this msg u know what is the best thing to do in this angry situation which helps me a lot. just let it go forget about it dont even if people bring it up just ignore it. if u dont want to listen to it just turn a deaf ear but dont do it all the time use it only on the right moment.
another thing is u look fine as it is people should accept u as who u are not as who they want u to be and u look good in the pants. anyway good luck in your exam all the best to your biochem and chem papers and dont get to stress up its not good for health. ciao till next time lol
Hihi! Who says no one reads your blog? I do! :D i had to keep myself update since you're sooooo far away! Anyway, you are esther wong sheng XI for a reason - you're the APPLE in our family! The one who is always cheerful and looks at the bright side of things. To me, that is a very beautiful side of you. Trust me, no one can do it better than you. =) So, don't be put down by other ppl who said that you're not lady like enough, because you are beautiful in every single way. I totally agree with the practicality part because i'm like that too! :P
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